I was born with a upside down heart birthmark and for years could never imagine how it got there.
I would have such a hard time transferring peacefully into meditation. I would feel at times like my conscious mind was disappointed with the freedom of my subconscious minds ability to not have to be at the front portion of my brain.
I tell you it was worse then Celibacy!
I would sit on mats with this fire burning inside.
I would cry while meditating for the right emotional release of so much fire inside..
So In search of a brighter horizon.
After many partitions with the universe, outrightly.
I discovered my Fireball.
And this had to be a similar excitement of how I felt when I explored my womanhood for the first time.
The connection was super familiar.
From that moment I was able to form my fireball in the shape of an upside down heart.
That idea bought clarity to a 30 year old dilemma.
The ultimate outlet being me able to beam all this fire from my third eye to be the flame within my fireball.
The positivity is fire!!